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now, I am sitting in the table in my dining room, next to me, my little brother-Ruben
he's crying :(
that I know, he cries because:
1. he sad because his friend in Spain will move, so he'll not able to meet with her anymore
2. he thought that many people get angry to him and he feel everything is down right now

and i just send him a text via Facebook, and he cry again :) oh.. my little brother :)))

tonight, i feel i getting better. it's not about what are they talking about me, how many friends that i get. but this more about what is my feeling inside. before, i am so jealous with everything, i feel everyone loves ___ more than me. but now i realize, everyone was created different, and this's me.
I am starting to respect on differences and enjoy to be my self, and I believe everywhere i go. there will be always negative about us. so now, i don't care ! :)
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