Great people not to have be in the front

volleyball, basketball and any activity here taught me many things.
but the point is if I want to be great I don't have to be a great volleyball player or a great basketball player. for some people, yeah, that's their goal. but for me, I am not them.
i tried to play basketball as I thought I'll enjoy it and it's new experience for me. contrariwise, I am surrender. I just feel it's not me, it doesn't matter if its hard cause its sports, but I just can't enjoy it as my friend did.
so, I decided to quit playing and be manager. honestly its a difficult decision that I make here. My mom, my grandma, and my uncle and also my friend very sad to hear that. they really want to watch my game. and more, they hope I can have more experience that I'll bring back home. but I don't feel it.
Quit playing not stop my effort to do something. I am going to nursing home to apply be a volunteer there. and today, I'll submit the form. I hope that will be the best way that I took :)

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actually, It has been my 3 days not talk yo my brother Ruben. after what his respond 2 days ago, I just get tired for all of that. For feel bad everytime for him, and give him away all the time. i just tired to feel guilty everytime I talk to him-Yes, he's perfect not like me. but i just tired. I know, being independently in other countries make a big changes for both of us. Everyone has their own changes, for me, maybe, I become more hnderstand what people feeling as before I was so rude. but it makes me become kind of senaitive actually. but him, I just think, he changes a lot also. Ruben that i know the sweetest persom in the world changes become somebody who more speak up. yeah, I like it, but i just not ready for that. If i have told you, i am hosted in family which will tell everything exactly what is it. if you dress ugly, that's you're, yeah, sometimes it's kinda rude, but that's the way it's rule. so, last time. I got my varsity letter for manage...

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after basketball practice, i hang out with cassie to her house before we will go to church. her room was freaking messy, so, like usual, i helped her to clean and organize it. during cleaning time, her mom came and gave us pineaple pizza. that was sooo delicious :)))) pizza fruit :) soon after, we left to church. Faith Baptist Church. there, i learnt about testimony doesn't for sale. and many things. i was freak out when time to go home, it's snowy!!!! really snow!!!! i run to the van from coldest. i screamt when I got home, "hello guys!! I am home!! Snow outside!!!" everyone is always notice my voice :D happiness end when suddenly my mom told me about my friend who got sick that really .... it ruins everything, after heard all of their story, i just run to my bath room and cried :( it's not about me, but i cried for my friend, i shared room with her in my orientation day. i knew her stories :( :( :( but i believe, Alloh always has a plan for everything ...

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