Great people not to have be in the front

volleyball, basketball and any activity here taught me many things.
but the point is if I want to be great I don't have to be a great volleyball player or a great basketball player. for some people, yeah, that's their goal. but for me, I am not them.
i tried to play basketball as I thought I'll enjoy it and it's new experience for me. contrariwise, I am surrender. I just feel it's not me, it doesn't matter if its hard cause its sports, but I just can't enjoy it as my friend did.
so, I decided to quit playing and be manager. honestly its a difficult decision that I make here. My mom, my grandma, and my uncle and also my friend very sad to hear that. they really want to watch my game. and more, they hope I can have more experience that I'll bring back home. but I don't feel it.
Quit playing not stop my effort to do something. I am going to nursing home to apply be a volunteer there. and today, I'll submit the form. I hope that will be the best way that I took :)

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