it's been a great week so long. i keep doing my practice everyday, i can do diving perfectly :)
since my broke (bankcrupt), i feel i have more responsibility about my money. i'll use it wisely. and i've been starting to keep in track any transaction that i have.
oya, have i told you about my conversation with my little brother, Ruben? this's the story
because now both of us have our own room after brian moved. I have upstairs and ruben downstairs. usually, when he was upstairs, he used to come up to my room and have chitchat with me. but now, it's been forever not having long conversation with him. so, i initiate to text him.
hehe, and he came up ;)
We always argue until one day Sumi shook her head that we always fo that. But i think that how siblings work, fighting ad arguing. so ya, we ha long long converaation with him.
but it was different now. a night before i just stayed ar my room and daydreamt how many days left before I've to go back. it was about 108 days. and i remembered what my mother said, "I hope you can control your emotion by the time you come back." it motivate me to calm down when i face a different opinion, open, and listen.
so yeah, I asked Ruben what he thought about me for about 8 months since he knows me. what's bad? what i have to change?
he told me a lot, and I agreed with all of what he said without arguing. about my money situation, how bull headed I am, jealousness, and etc.
I promised to my self to change all of that before I go back home. Start new life~refresh
we also talk about what's going on with other exchange students. where they have gone to many places and did many things. we aren't jealous for that, when I think about my family here, my best friends, and everybody who are nice not just coz I am an exchnage student, but because I part of them now, part of the family. I wanna cry..
since my broke (bankcrupt), i feel i have more responsibility about my money. i'll use it wisely. and i've been starting to keep in track any transaction that i have.
oya, have i told you about my conversation with my little brother, Ruben? this's the story
because now both of us have our own room after brian moved. I have upstairs and ruben downstairs. usually, when he was upstairs, he used to come up to my room and have chitchat with me. but now, it's been forever not having long conversation with him. so, i initiate to text him.
hehe, and he came up ;)
We always argue until one day Sumi shook her head that we always fo that. But i think that how siblings work, fighting ad arguing. so ya, we ha long long converaation with him.
but it was different now. a night before i just stayed ar my room and daydreamt how many days left before I've to go back. it was about 108 days. and i remembered what my mother said, "I hope you can control your emotion by the time you come back." it motivate me to calm down when i face a different opinion, open, and listen.
so yeah, I asked Ruben what he thought about me for about 8 months since he knows me. what's bad? what i have to change?
he told me a lot, and I agreed with all of what he said without arguing. about my money situation, how bull headed I am, jealousness, and etc.
I promised to my self to change all of that before I go back home. Start new life~refresh
we also talk about what's going on with other exchange students. where they have gone to many places and did many things. we aren't jealous for that, when I think about my family here, my best friends, and everybody who are nice not just coz I am an exchnage student, but because I part of them now, part of the family. I wanna cry..
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