The Common Room

I walked to my grandma house after game. I cried so bad. i just want to say, I am not ready to go home :(

i know this is "alay" picture, but i just want to show my first sunburn in my life! hoaaa! I feel lighter now! :)

This is Kansas City baseball team. One of the best team that USA has. My aunt invited to go to their game last sunday. it was so awesome !

if you read my story around november and december. I told you that there's an exchange student that got kick out from his family. And now, that kid is on the way to go to his country because drugs. it is so sad how he could do that without think before, think about the risk that will take away his chance being here. I feel so sad for you :( And hope with this experience you'll face your world wisely.

I just realize how hard to explain or tell something with my own language. it happened when I talked to my best friend back home. it was so hard and unstructural. I need to learn again my native language. Awesome -___- *) Thanks Atika Putri!

It just funny for me when my friends gave me an advice not to do something and in the end I see them do that. It's so ironic. LOL *)scarf experience ;)

last night, today, and everyday since I have been here become one of the most valuable thing in my life. I don't know why, but I learn more than I taught. especially about my self ;) Yesterday, i was so confused about hijab. Hijab, that I've already wear it for more than 5 years become my issue here. For prom, my family force me to take this off, my dignity that I've already hold for so long. would I? it's not about what they said to me, it's all about me. would I do that? would I? it'a not just a simple problem. it is so complicated for me. I already have a date and he already got his tuxedo. spend a lot of money and i know he doesn't have much ;( would I say that I am not going cause i don't want to take this off? would i do that? would I give back my dress that I've already get? would I? would I cancel hair appointment where my mom has already put $30 on it? would I give back my shoes that my friend already bought for me? would I? would I diss

My friends pissed off when somebody picking on me at Choir concert. was that sweet? they were laughing at me because how I dress. but really, i even didn't realize that. I really don't care what they said. I love become my own self !

It is a busy weekend. After I was done swimming practice, I went to my aunt house to earn money-cleaning house :) I started at 8 pm - 4 am :) it was exhausted, but that's fine as long i get money ... hihi in the morning she gave me tide house and I did prepare quickly for my singing contest at 12 at Baker University, Baldwin, KS. I got 2 rate!!! huyaaaa ;) even I missed 1 word in the song. Directly after that, Robyn picked me up there to have the party. but first, we went to Baldwin Elementary School for the carnival. we did volunteering and it was so much fun. Played with little kids. I painted my face :) After that, I went to Robyn house. it is a huge house with private lake. there, I met with other exchange students; Olivia and Mary German, Victor and Amanda Brussel, Mohammed Yaman, Najda Bosnia, Suzu China, Lina Swiss, Barca Slovakia, and Gabriel Mexico. We had lake party until night, then watched movie. We had our pre departure orientation already. and It was so sad. I

SEMANGAT BUAT PADMANABA 67 AND SELURUH KELAS 12 DI INDONESIA SELAMAT MENEMPUH UAN SEMOGA DIBERI KELANCARAN N KESUKSESAN SAMA TUHAN :)

It was kind of dump why teenage here are depending on their friends. okey, it is long story, but this is what happened. since, I've been here, Alhamdulillah, i get couples best friends and I love them so much. It's kinda mutual best friend. but last time, my best friend called M fight with my other bestfriend J, and we used to best friends. Why? because M jealous of J because she hang out more with her other best friend. And how teenage find their bestfriend here? someone who you hang out more, and talk alot. so, if you never hang out and talk anymore, usually, they will not get along anymore. and I can see it here. ckckckck

Do you know this? This is the time when Jesus Christ back to live after his died to safe us. It means new life, so, some of them simbolize with bunny and egg, so do with my family. my mom had already started to shop this stuff since last year, like always. there are already a lot of stuff downstairs. also, my easter basket. this morning, we spread up all of the eggs in the backyard and the kids were coming to hunt the egg. there were a lot of candies on it. i become a bunny :) Then, my aunt took me to church this evening for the ceremony. The turned the light off and light the candle. Passing around by kittle kids. It was great. Especially when they said "Amen" after the priest said something, it reminded me when i do Salat then say Amen also. see, honestly, basically, every religion is the same-worship to God. the problem is, we have different way. o well ;)

I am so happy because I got the second place on my hent today ;) for 50 free :)