The Common Room

"You're dump ass! lol" -Mikayla N Bailey "I'll Tie you down to the state of kansas, youre not leaving me!" -Amanda Baxter

"You're dump ass! lol" -Mikayla N Bailey "I'll Tie you down to the state of kansas, youre not leaving me!" -Amanda Baxter

* oya!!! Finally Kristin Gray come back to school! I am so happy :) Last sunday, I walked through the railroad to hunt pictures. That was a creepy place, if you've been watched a movie kind of like serial killer. it just like that. huuu when I passed by some house, i can smell weed. ruben has already told me the smell of that drug. then i met with my friend Tesla, and she asked me what i was doing there. cause she said that that's a ghetto. place for people doing anykind of drugs. Upsss ! i didn't know that

yesterday was a blast for the girls basketball game. i think that would be the most intense game I've ever have. Osawatomie vs Paola it's not about game, but it's about 2 town that rivalry for everything. they said that we are a drugs town, that's kind of true, but they are rude people. first and second quarter we are in head for 10 points. but in third and forth they started to increase their aggresiveness. now, it was only 1 point behind. dug dug.. everyone yelled and scream for their team. in the last second we're 8 points a head and we won!!! yeah!!! but there was a paola lady who told his husband that an osawatomie guy threw a water bottle to her. and they started fighting, because i was doing my job (recording the game) that night, then a guy from paole kicked my camera that was still on and not even said sorry. "Fuck you dud!" lol, that was the first time i curse on someone. Cause I was so tired thou, after swimming practice right away to ...

Yeah! I went to court house with street law class even I am not in that class. After I stived to make Mrs.William allow me to go :) Johnson County court house is a local court level that work on local and domestic issue such us taxes, drug, abuse, stalking, ticket, etc. when I was there, there was a court in abusing and stalking case that process 2 girls bulliying a girl. that was kinda funny cause the girl cried because she said that they were posted about her family at facebook 'again'. and they don't have to hire an attorney for that. they also can dismiss the case. one that I just know is that they don't have to have evidence and witness to appeal to court. awesome :) the funniest part was a old guy, looked dirty and uneducated. He's an attorney and represent his client . but he forgot to bring some stuff that he supposed to bring. was that horrible? so he has crash with the judge. oya, the judge also doesn't wear like indonesian judge. and there...

- cried with Ashley Deleon at Mr.Blanchat class :'( Love you Kristin Gray!!! - finally, they acknowledge me as official manager :) lol - hoaaa.. parents night! I got flower, a box of candies, pop, and a lovely letter as my dedication for basketball team :) - even it's late. that's fine. I got card from my best friend Jennifer bratton :) love you girl! - cleaning the gym with Ashley, Alex, Derek, and Brandon for SADD ! go girl!

I wanna cry for my besfriend Kristin Gray :'( I love you so much girl be strong!!!

it was walking so fast when suddenly a case worker came to our house and looking for you. but you weren't be here, cause i know, you were at ur friend house. then a corps rush to our house and arrested you. it happened. Bro, i love you so much as I love Ruben and Zach. and I don't want you to jeopardize your life. Life isn't easy to everybody. but it depends how you will face and get through it. you can just keep hitting your self through a wall or find another way. it depends on you. but really, there's always chance to change. and we believe you can do that :(((

I don't know. today was complicated, Honestly, i didn't feel anything. i think about what I did yesterday, received a message from my brother, and yeah, he dissapointed. but that has already happened. now, I really understand and feel, that for me, Hijab isn't only about beauty, religion, and people thought. It's about my indentity and dignity. Ruben said, "yesterday, you just looked the same with others" it makes me, that was not me. Azka that they know, wasn't like that :( I feel that was the dumpest decision I'ver ever made. but it will be something that I'll not forget.

I think it would be the most complicated dane i've been came. There's a girl club called Sub-dance at my school. it was so lucky coz they invited ex-student for this year. so yeah.. this is a big thing like prom. so everyone thought about date, make up, dress, hair, and dinner. so do i. at first, i didn't really think about it and almost didn't come. but other ex-student came. Okay, so I decided to ask somebody as my date, failed. but it worked at second person who I asked, Jullian Ibarra ex-student from other school :)))) second mission, dress. Ashley lent me 2 dresses, but coz I am retarded, I left it at school bus and i can take it at school time, so, I borrowed from Megan. done. make up? hair? I love my bestfriend Ashley and her aunt. they did all of that perfectly :)))) Dinner? I went to Applebees with Jullian, Sumi, Paula, and Brian. ;) *ooh, I haven't told you that I didn't wear my hijab for this time. I asked my mom night before if I coul...

"Azka Ohhhh, that you say about Ruben is very nice and I know you say to heart and I know he loves you very much and I am a mother just average, like all mothers want the best for their children, thanks. Your generation has the ability to learn languages, you have more open mind. Azka, is no compliment what I said, you look like a girl that does not need the lights of star, you shine on your own. Be happy. Gets a hug from the heart."

I have best friend teacher. In Valentines Day, I put a valentines letter said, "happy valentines Day! from you international best friend" then my signature. I put it, on his table on the office. on the next day, other teacher asked me about that, then Ruben told me, "Are you really do that?" I just realized that was a weird decision to put a letter on someone desk. especially your teacher. Upsss !

"Xi, who is expected to become president in 2013, made clear that China wants a deeper relationship with the United States" everything has already made in China, what will happen if they want it deeper? it's funny :)

i will not let her move to everywhere just because a stupid asshole that she's talking to. I love her so much!

"Don't be too excited until you know excatly what's going on" #rubenexperience

I am confuse which are my egoistic or realistic? :( him or him? :(

Hoaaa.. finally I have time to finish my story. after learned India accent with my dad. I freaking love him! okay, so, last week. with my club, FCA (Fellowship Christian Atlete) we went to snow creek, Missouri. 1,5 hours away from Osawatomie. There was no snow, but they make it. Is that awesome!? To get in, I have to pay $40. one in a life time :) first time ski in my life, stepped on thick snow. okay, so, there are 4 levels on it. easy, difficult, more difficult, and most. Sumi (exchnage student from Japan) tried to kill me ! She took me to level 3, more difficult in situation that I even couldn't walk at all. we rode the lift, and yeah, I had to ski down the hill! i felt gonna died, it looked 90 degree and sooo high! I just scrolled until bottom. i felt my arm and feet died. I am not gonna do that again! ;) then, I learnt with other retarded skiing on the kids area :D that's fine, I still learn how to. but before I left, I could play on difficult one :))))

it was busy weekend yesterday. on friday, after basketball, Sumi sleptover at my house. So, we watched movie in whole night. :) in the morning, she left, then i just cleaned my bed room. at 6, suddenly my brother asked me to go to Bass pro to watch guys from the Swamp. Artist from a TV show ! when we got there, they had left, cause it done at 4. ;(( so, we just walked around and saw many fishing stuff.my father will love it! I saw an american fold chair with only $12 ! but I didn't have idea to bring back home. there, my dad picked me up to slumber party at Anita house. there were Olivia and mariam from German, Lena swedish, barca slovakia, gabriel brussel, and najda from bosnia. that was cazy, we played games, danced, and warched movies. even i never met them before , but i didn't care ! crazy dud! in the morning, we went to Life church. that's a giant church with many followers. it's not look look like a church, but it looks like a concert. we sang a lot of...

in FCCLA we have a program that give presents for foster kids. so even they don't have money to buy some presents they still can have it. that's awesome :)

you wanna take picture with him? 75 pennies please :)

"Azka, you're so pretty" -Lane harper- -___- it's kind of awkward :p

I just finished talking with my family back home. Thanks Nadia Arifah for calling my mom. :* she was running from Warung to talk with me. it has been almost 5 moths not talk with my family at all until finally yesterday my sister message me in Facebook about the house. okay, so hoe this story begun.. Life is hard, we had problem with money since my parents divorce. try to borrow money from one bank to another bank. until we had a debt mountain thar we can't afford to pay. the only money that we had is our house. That's no choice. We had to sell it so we can move on. we started to sell the house even before I left and hope it sold fast so my family has money when I left. But God says different. That's the hardest reason honestly to leave my family back home. left them in that circumstances. but yeah, I have to go. i pray night to night for them. Wish when I wake up in the morning I got email from my family that the house sold. 6 months...... yesterday, I read ...

Now, i have a discussion about 3 wishes that every students make. It makes me wanna cry because many of them wish for peace in this world :) not like in the other hand cauese you know how big US military

Hoaaa.. 12 pm.. I am so sleepy and I have to wake up in the morning tomorrow, and go to church after practice. that will be a long day. but, just read tweet frommy friend in Indonesia about my blog. it makes me eager to write :))) okay, it's about my last weekend on saturday morning, I went to my cousin basketball game. he's 2 grade, it was so funny though watched bunch of little sort fat kids running from one side to another side. threw the ball and stuck in the basket. it just funny. but that's awesome cause they've already trained them even since they can't walk :)))) Then Sisi, my other cousin play on me. she asked me to go with her somewhere. suddenly, she was gone. I was lookin for her everywhere, and finally in the bathroom, I saw someone in the toilet, that's her shoes, "I know you there.. I know you pooping, I can smell you stingky bud from here!" when I walked there to push the door. A lady came out with weird looking to me. "I am...

pretty dress :) only $98! couponing cans! save up to $200 for groceries! mom, you're crazy Forbes magazine: talking about Freeport in Papua Brasil money

i just got home for awesome day :) I went to Blue valley for FCCLA conference. I felt skipping school after long time don't do that. lol that was a giant school with tv wvery corner #comparewithosawatomie after that I got home and cooked fried mashroom for my big family then go to zachhouse it was hillarious to watch sotya(my senior high school friend in Indonesia) blog he showed a lot of video that my friends made it for a competition. it makes me thinkabout them.. ughhh I miss you guys! but don't worry, I'll meet you within 6 months ;) so,idon't getany home sick until now :)